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Testimony of Charles Manson... Continued Is it my fault that your children
do what they do? Now the girls were talking about testifying. If the girls come
up here to testify and they said anything good about me, you would have to reverse
it and say that it was bad. you would have to say, "Well, he put the girls
up to saying that. He put the girls up to not telling the truth." Then you
say the truth is as I am saying it, but then when it is gone, tomorrow it is gone,
it changes, it's another day and it's a now truth, as it constantly moves thousands
of miles an hour through space. Hippie cult leader; actually, hippie cult leader,
that is your words. I am a dumb country boy who never grew up. I went to jail
when I was eight years old and I got out when I was thirty-two. I have never adjusted
to your free world. I am still that stupid, corn-picking country boy that I always
have been. If you tend to compliment a contradiction about yourself, you can live
in that confusion. To me it's all simple, right here, right now; and each of us
knew what we did and I know what I did, and I know what I'm going to do and what
you do is up to you. I don't recognize the courtroom, I recognize the press and
I recognize the people. The Court: Have you completed your statement, Mr. Manson?
You could go on forever. You can just talk endless words. It don't a mean anything.
I don't know that it means anything. I can talk to the witnesses and ask them
what they think about things, and I can l bring the truth out of other people
because I know what the truth is, but I cannot sit here and tell you anything
because like basically all I want to do is try to explain to you what you are
doing to your children. You see, you can send me to the penitentiary, it's not
a big thing. I've been there all my life anyway. What about your children? These
are just a few, there is many, many more coming right at you. The Court:
Anything further? No. We're all our own prisons, we are each all our own
wardens and we do our own time. I can't judge anyone else. What other people do
is not really my affair unless they approach me with it. Prison's in your mind
... Can't you see I'm free? |